Literally a panic just happened! So we get a call from the Panhellenic (do you know what panhellenic is) president saying that one of our axo babies has fallen off a balcony at the vue! Panic! like that would be the worst thing ever. Come to find out it was not one of our babies but that it might be an alpha phi’s baby! OMG scaryyyyyy! But I called our dot and she said she heard the girl is alright but that she broke two of her legs. Ouch.
I want to own businesses but I also love my infant classes and want to do something along those lines as well! IDK maybe I will just be a mom. But that is so much work, these pregnancy videos were fuckin scary!
I really want to study abroad one semester but the girls are already making me feel bad about not living with them fall semester if I become president. Plus everyone says if a president studies abroad the following semester its like they are running away. Thats bs.
I think you are gonna be like whoa you are an interior decorator when you walk in this room. I hung everything myself and made pretty much every decision as to how this room is decorated. I am pretty good with a hammer and nail i must say.
She was supposed to be a twin and now she is an only child. So I want to come up with a cute little saying and get her a beta fish (cuz they can only be by themselves otherwise they kill other fish) about how she is the only one for me. IDK i have to work on it. Then she likes mexican food so i am going to get a sombrero and tell her i will take her out to dinner and something else mexican I am not sure. Then I may get her a smaller version of my pillow pet but idk. I dont know what clue three should be.
I don’t get why you just don’t ignore him? I already told him before and that really bothers me and I’m just going to end up finding him next time I come to Vegas.
Well Kayla broke up with him last week and said it was because the spark wasn’t there anymore and he told me thats what I told him. I pretty much broke up with im cuz I didn’t like him and he was lying to me all the time and then I found you and loved you and realized I didn’t have to be with someone like that anymore. Well I tried to tell him that and he called and was drunk and then I figured that would be that. Well he was drunk I guess and forgot and started texting me the next day blah blah. I was like I am sorry you and Kayla broke up that sucks but I am not here to be your friend and text buddy. He litterally texts or calls me everyday being like why can’t we just work on it and let me try and explain and i have always cared about you and always wanted to be on good terms. I finally sent him this exact text (this was when we were broken up) thinking he would get it and totes leave me along! When I look back at my relationship with Brandon I think of the best two and a half years of my life, when I look back on ours I think of what a shitty person you were senior year to me, I think of the friendships you intentionally tried to ruin for me, prom that you tried to sabotage, and other acts that were done to me because you couldn’t be civil and just accept that I was with Brandon and had moved on and you had Kayla and you had moved on. I don’t want to be friends and I do not want to make any new good memories with you as you put it, and I do not have the time or the will to have people like you in my life.
Well that didn’t work and he still texts me asking me if he can explain himself and that he still cares and how he failed two classes his junior year because of me and you and when he called me last night i said did you really just call me, you need to stop i am never going to answer - he said “butt dialed sorry. Don’t get all mad about it” then a later text “what if i did call tho? Like ur gonna get mad at that”
If you say something he will keep doing it I am sure. But for now I will ignore it for a couple days and see if it gets any better.
I haven’t been a good person in a really long time. I just want to be good and help people and make people happy, especially you. I don’t know what’s gone wrong, but that’s why I feel like deploying is my only option. I need to do some soul searching and fix myself.
So you are going to soul search in the middle east?!?!?
I really do love working out. Like once I get to the gym and start walking on the tredmil I love it. I go slow but then as the week has gone on I can go faster for a longer time. After an hour I could just keep going. I am going to try and walk 4/5 miles a day four times a week.
I am seiously so proud of you for becoming what it is you know! I mean I always knew you would do great and you totally are! It makes me so happy that you are doing great things! You shoudl be in charge of people because you have that kind of attitude! You are so nice but you get shit done so people will totally respect yo! I love you so much and just keep up the good work my love!